2 faced arseholes....
Monday, March 29, 2010
I'm loved and hated coz I'm spilling the truths. It ain't over. I've just started to cruise. Some love me coz I tell it. Some hate me coz they think I'm too vulgar tryin' to yell it. Understan and smell it that behind all these dirty speech lies a weighty teach some hate to admit. My language makes their tongue twitch. Some say I'm becoming atrocious. Who'll believe me if I tell em' I'm just precocious? You're probably too cheap to comprehend my weep. What I sow is exactly what I reap. I am half beast. But still soft like water with yeast. How I wish I was deceased. Hating this society that's got me clenching hard my fist. Ball suckers waiting to use you as an excuse to climb their victory. Dun trust em'. They're contradictory.
All these fakers with different faces. Made no difference when I tried changing places. They're everywhere. First, they carry your balls. Next, they're causing your falls. Don't trust everyone you meet. They're not everything you need. Some are snakes. Will eat you up coz they're ready to mislead. Deploy your steps carefully. When snakes come your way, destroy your foes forcefully. Understand that I am growing up. When many see me writing, they think I'm angry and I'm blowing up. Not true. Rina's seen the dangers. I'm tryin' to make sure you dun end up like me meeting all these strangers. And thus, words are flowing out. Not everyone you meet is god sent. Beware of snakes and their sweet scents. But it's so hard that it takes a sixth sense.
Where are all the nice people? Someone who'll guide me and keep my heart true. The door is open so make a walk through. I need a lift. Next to god is where I wanna shift. Been heartbroken and my life is like a drift. I finally saw their true side. They've put me through a rough ride. Drained so much of my energy that my throat dried. It has been a while since there has been a smile. In my post, if you see anger, understand that all this rage was built up when I was a lil younger. They haf accumulated causing hunger. I've gotta readjust my trust. Been giving it to the wrong people and it's just about to rust. Went through so many painful lessons. I just learned the morals. If you listen to Limp Bizkit, he says "Life is a lesson. You learn it when you're through." Damn wrong!
Trust me, life is a lesson. You learn it going through.
As fucking depressed i m...as much as i want to end it all. I rather leave things as it is, and go with the flow!
bid goodbye and fly away... 7:33 AM
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My name is Ryeana Jayaprakash but i am also known as Rina Jaya.
I am a fun person to be wth always one to think of others before putting myself first! A great friend all would love to have but dont get on my bad books! Nah.. you wun like it!
I am a preschool teacher and absolutely loving my job!
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